I was a bit nervous as the girls hadn't met Robin before, and while I might find him cute and cuddly, and generally lovely, there is no telling what children will come out with - especially when they are 6 & 7 and don't know what should and shouldn't be said. So they went off for their brownie outing and he came over, we got our time together without them, and then went and picked them up together.
Our time together on Saturday afternoon was wonderful, everything I had been waiting for to come together happened, we had good sex, enjoyed each others bodies, and then had some more sex. I couldn't believe how horny I was feeling and how much my body wanted his. Every movement was fantastic....
What was also lovely was the time spend just laying in each others arms talking and holding each other. I was very surprised to hear him tell me that he was starting to develop strong feelings for me. After all he had said about his previous treatment at the hands of the female population, I was expecting him to be a lot more reserved for much longer, if at all. Strangely I'd been talking to a friend on Friday who asked me how I felt about Robin and I'd had to admit for the first time to myself that I too was starting to feel something for him. I didn't leap in with a reply on Saturday, as I wanted to really get it straight in my head and be certain... Especially as I hadn't seen him with the girls by then. It was really hard to get the words out to tell him this evening how I did feel. I was so scared about rejection and being hurt again in some way, but something was compelling me to tell him, so I did.
As it happens, I needn't have worried about the girls, they took to him fairly instantly and all went well. Left him in bed for a lay in this morning while we went to church for Katherine's singing group recital (how green was I as I left the house)
Went for a drive this afternoon to see if we could see some trains and find somewhere to walk the children (really its like having a dog, they need regular exercise or they are horrible.)
Found the railway that runs between keighley and oxenhope(?) not completely convinced it was by accident as Robin had looked at the map before we went out! But you should have seen his eyes light up when he realised it was a diesel weekend.... It was like a child at Christmas. So we went from just having a look and a walk about, to actually having a ride on the trains.
The girls had a lovely time, Robin was brilliant with them and really made them part of the outing, not just a nuisance as they have been looked on in the past. I even caught myself being interested in some of the older trains that we had a look at in an engine shed.... I like my trains to have steam.
Got home and got tea done, we were all completely shattered, but that good type of shattered that you get at the end of a lovely weekend. The girls were in bed and out for the count by 7.20!
The hard part was saying goodbye to Robin and not being able to see him till next week. I will miss being held tightly in his arms. But at least I get to talk to him on the phone, and the way my week is shaping up, it could be a bit hectic here, again!
Off to bed now, need some sleep ready for the next bout of life this week and all it holds for me.
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